Going on a date tonight I guess…. Quite honestly I wish I could cancel, but the guy has been so nice that I almost have to. He even understands that I don’t exactly want anything serious. So hopefully we can talk over it all and he can figure out if he wants to deal with my fickle demanding self, or try to move on and meet someone who can actually be what he wants. Because I feel like at this point I would be the girlfriend from hell. And I don’t want to be that person.